tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.comments2014-03-10T09:01:48.014-07:00Dreams of a Lost GirlAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13158807849983763516noreply@blogger.comBlogger90125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-22811008214605936802014-03-10T09:01:48.014-07:002014-03-10T09:01:48.014-07:00Jen, no one least of all me will be disappointed i...Jen, no one least of all me will be disappointed if you don't move at this time. It was just a thought. And if you decide you want to move at a later date, I'll help you. Maybe a condo closer to town where you could catch a bus and not have to drive. Loving you is NOT and never will be based on whether or not you choose to move. Choosing to move is NOT a condition of love. I will continue to help you for as long as you need me to. I LOVE YOU!Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-17056898001378132092014-02-23T17:45:14.001-08:002014-02-23T17:45:14.001-08:00We have so very much in common, Jen. Years ago, w...We have so very much in common, Jen. Years ago, when I was a lost girl, I sat with pills in my hand and thought about how much easier it would be to not be here or anywhere. These many years down the road, I am so grateful that friends, family, and the universe conspired to keep me alive and moving so that I could experience all the wonderful people who have come into my life since those dark times. You are one of those blessings. As one of the few RCMS teachers who didn't write, t suffered some of the same trauma as you did and I continue to be confused about the anger against the folks who wrote. I know they are good people who have done good things for many. I know they were shocked and confused as well. For my own reasons I wasn't able to write a letter, but in some ways I felt I let my friends down, so I kept my mouth shut publicly and privately and feelings buried. As I age, I learn that nothing is ever what it seems and there are all kinds of reasons people do the things they do. I know I wouldn't be here if I hadn't received undeserved kindness and understanding. That's why I try to send kindness and understanding back to the universe and why I know I am blessed to have so many people in my life who are experiencing their own struggles and doing the best they know how to do. I still struggle with my feelings about that whole experience and pray that I find some kind of peace. I question why I didn't know what was happening and how people can do things that hurt others while doing other things that help even more others. I have come to realize that those are answers I'm probably never going to have. However, I continue to believe that I am here for a purpose and to pray that my purpose be made clear to me. You are beautiful, strong, and very wise for your years. I am grateful you came into my life.Out of My Mind...https://www.blogger.com/profile/08808269474073125138noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-54450984277610940182014-02-23T14:05:17.272-08:002014-02-23T14:05:17.272-08:00Putting this out there was a huge step. I am proud...Putting this out there was a huge step. I am proud of you. <3Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-34732062631898032302014-02-21T13:02:28.429-08:002014-02-21T13:02:28.429-08:00She would have helped. All you had to do was reach...She would have helped. All you had to do was reach out. Look how long it has taken you to tell me and there is a ton I do not know. But I do know, she would have helped.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-48850515064865544462014-02-16T12:23:37.950-08:002014-02-16T12:23:37.950-08:00Her movies were wholesome something rare today.Her movies were wholesome something rare today.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-27946369685214169882014-02-16T12:22:16.900-08:002014-02-16T12:22:16.900-08:00Glad you have good companyGlad you have good companyRebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-21096692597018966072014-02-16T10:46:28.226-08:002014-02-16T10:46:28.226-08:00Each teacher who never gave up on you. Saw YOU and...Each teacher who never gave up on you. Saw YOU and not your disability. They saw potential. They knew you could be a success. They were trying to teach you this. It's why they remain your friends. They don't plan to give up. Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-89356088696760950322014-02-10T13:46:39.792-08:002014-02-10T13:46:39.792-08:00I think not seeing goes along way to explaining yo...I think not seeing goes along way to explaining your outbursts and acting out. She was your confidant. Who did you trust like you trusted her? Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-1923462968021458752014-02-09T15:01:23.516-08:002014-02-09T15:01:23.516-08:00Skaters have a special drive. Just like all the ot...Skaters have a special drive. Just like all the other athletes who make it to the Olympics. In many cases they have given up a childhood on the hope of one day competing. It's a lot of sacrifice. It's great to admire them.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-634990152606012112014-02-09T14:47:16.561-08:002014-02-09T14:47:16.561-08:00I love puzzles, which is why I write mysteries.I love puzzles, which is why I write mysteries.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-63866704904639507092014-02-07T10:31:08.583-08:002014-02-07T10:31:08.583-08:00Yeah, it's better to talk about 'bad' ...Yeah, it's better to talk about 'bad' things than keep them bottled up. No one should be that afraid with no talk afterward. Love you.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-26855007337332912182014-02-07T10:26:43.395-08:002014-02-07T10:26:43.395-08:00Yes, you do and all you need to do is reach out to...Yes, you do and all you need to do is reach out to them when you need help or to talk. We are here for you.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-19428509980576231482014-02-07T10:25:44.725-08:002014-02-07T10:25:44.725-08:00I thought George ran away from home?I thought George ran away from home?Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-88637655321938522192014-02-04T13:35:15.984-08:002014-02-04T13:35:15.984-08:00Being cooped up is hard on everyone. You are not a...Being cooped up is hard on everyone. You are not alone there. I remember playing out in the snow as a kid. I also remember being the first one to come in because I was frozen. Finding boots to keep my fee warm was challenging. I found a pair when I was in high school and wore them until they fell apart. I finally found UGGs while they don't come in a narrow size I can still be warm in them. Some days are better than others. And the older I get, the less I trust my balance. If I fall, I will be on the ground until someone finds me or spring arrives. Love ya, Kiddo.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-26545988781225272252014-02-04T10:43:50.427-08:002014-02-04T10:43:50.427-08:00Learning about SB is not boring. It helps me so I ...Learning about SB is not boring. It helps me so I can better help you. I love you not your disability.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-59953256790873778862014-02-01T17:54:41.871-08:002014-02-01T17:54:41.871-08:00Beautiful. Keep writing, you have a gift for it!Beautiful. Keep writing, you have a gift for it!Courtneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09009560877258094838noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-24131879252028944672014-02-01T15:55:03.969-08:002014-02-01T15:55:03.969-08:00I keep telling you, YOU ARE a princess. You need t...I keep telling you, YOU ARE a princess. You need to treat yourself like one more often. Love you.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-27597818149082932252014-01-20T14:13:45.877-08:002014-01-20T14:13:45.877-08:00So proud of you for climbing that ladder of positi...So proud of you for climbing that ladder of positivity and confidence for your life...you got this! Never give up! You can go above and beyond to do what you've been destined to do in this life! :-)Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09571309242391844107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-13695876065666377072014-01-15T21:44:20.683-08:002014-01-15T21:44:20.683-08:00This brought me to tears... im sorry that you had ...This brought me to tears... im sorry that you had to go through all that you've gone through and still are goin through but I believe and I see that no matter what day by day you've taken the good and the bad and you're makin a path for better and better days ahead of you.... things may seem as if they aren't workin out the way that you want or planned it too but when the time is right the plan for your life will come into place. Just keep lookin forward and keepin a positive mindset and you'll find your true happiness. The past is the past... build up enough strength to trust that the future has great things in store for you. Love you and miss you! xoxos!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09571309242391844107noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-56447860324796308772012-12-31T15:16:01.695-08:002012-12-31T15:16:01.695-08:00I love you, cupcake!!!I love you, cupcake!!!Jamiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18306435280262173473noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-87902979617811332092012-12-31T14:07:59.221-08:002012-12-31T14:07:59.221-08:00Happy New Year, Jen....making me cry is not allowe...Happy New Year, Jen....making me cry is not allowed. Love you.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-72722670825722093892012-11-26T20:37:43.472-08:002012-11-26T20:37:43.472-08:00As usual, Jamie has it right. I'm the one in t...As usual, Jamie has it right. I'm the one in tears. Jen, you being a part of my life, makes me a better person. It helps me see the struggles of children who are for whatever reason different. You are beautiful. Take a good look at your mom, you are her daughter. You are as beautiful as she is. You shine more positive light in this world than any two other people I know combined. I love you.Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-42908126174582929112012-11-26T18:48:59.765-08:002012-11-26T18:48:59.765-08:00I do so love you with every inch of my being. It ...I do so love you with every inch of my being. It amazes me that you don't see how fabulous you are. You don't seem to realize how many lives you have touched - and continue to touch and how many people are better because of knowing you! It's funny that you would idolize me. I'm really not all that special. YOU, on the other hand, are an absolutely beautiful person inside and out!<br /><br />Thank you.Jamiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18306435280262173473noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-13789212883481979062012-11-21T17:00:03.285-08:002012-11-21T17:00:03.285-08:00Yep she's that kind of person.Yep she's that kind of person. Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2268417085996257781.post-43248628187316059952012-11-21T16:58:38.995-08:002012-11-21T16:58:38.995-08:00Good memories to last a life time. Megan sounds ve...Good memories to last a life time. Megan sounds very much like her mother. Apple probably did not fall far from the tree. <br /><br />Rebecka Vigushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14793832545022145888noreply@blogger.com